sometimes dreams can be cruel

ever have those dreams that are too real until, well, you wake up - and they're not? more importantly ever have them and they're overwhelming positive - you are living some dream - rich, on tour, or even just have gotten something cool - any way out - in the dream there is just this surreal positive emotion existing?

how cruel is it to wake up and have that all taken away? how many times have you caught yourself trying to fall back to sleep into the same dream? or have you ever sat there and as quickly as the reality of the day sets in - the details of the memory fade - the general idea might be there but the events, names, - they're all fading?

had one of those today - i was legitimately disappointed.

the cardinals have been eliminated and the phillies playoff game was cancelled due to weather. no it wasn't raining - it was 20 degrees and ended up snowing later that day. are we sure it's still baseball season?

(image today is of the sun setting behind the hill of Pete's Produce Farm - yes 'that' farm that i work(ed) at)