parents weekend

love myself better than you

i have been on a nirvana kick. it is sad to say that until the release of the deluxe edition of Bleach was just released i did not own bleach or have it in any form. part of the reason was that i liked the idea of still having a nirvana full length out there to listen to - the feeling that i hadnt heard it all yet. but upon this release i purchased the album and the Live at Reading DVD in the same trip. Got around to viewing the DVD today and now i cant seem to want to put anything else on. downside? there isn't one. it's nirvana.

it's amazing how much shit you can come across when you clean up your room - not food or gross stuff, more like guitar picks, course syllabi from the first days of class, pens - so many pens, etc. good thing my apt is small - who knows what could go missing until a later day if we/i had more space.

strange connections

do you ever feel like you know someone you've never met? not in that - oh i just bumped into you - have we met before - cheesy rom/com setup. what i'm talking about is that odd personal connection people sometimes get with someone they dont know personally at all. most of the time it is with a celebrity - someone who you have watched on a show, or in a movie, in interviews - maybe a singer who just seems like you could grab a drink and be around as if you've always been friends?

i just find it so interesting how, sometimes, it becomes to easy to feel connected with someone whether it be in the situation above or in some other way.

*interrupted*

just got distracted by our front door which is rattling. i guess the downstairs door was open from people coming in and the change in pressure or perhaps 17 mph wind was causing it to vibrate but from my bedroom it sounded like someone was trying to break it. minor heart attack. not to mention i did a standard horror movie boneheaded move - instead of avoiding, escaping, etc guess what i did. yep - i went to check on it...'hmm what is that weird sound - i think i will check it out, alone'

late again

this is i think the third time i have missed my deadline in order for the count to post for the day. now it will technically show up as november 5th despite it being my november 4th post. give me a break, though - the phils lost and on top of it i had a bunch of homework to do following the world series game. talk about insult to injury.

what an exciting series, though. i mean even 2 of the 4 we lost we almost pulled out. and one of the two we took almost went back to the yanks - you just never could feel safe in this series and that i think is a sign of how matched these teams were. in the end as much as there was chase utley, there was hideki. i still think chase gets it, though. i know hideki was awesome but chase put up a performance that was just mind blowing.

ok bed time.
(apologize for any spelling errors but it is 3:18 am)

scary stories

i read this today and it has me very worried. very.

http://www.boingboing.net/2009/11/03/secret-copyright-tre.html

look around, round, round, round

philly vs ny

we won the wrong one. id like to say that im a bigger football fan than baseball fan and so its ok, or it doesnt matter, but tonight was heartbreaking. lets make sure there is at least a game 6, shall we?